Career feels like it’s at a dead end and I don’t know what to do anymore
Bit of a long one but I really need to get this off my chest.
I started my career with a 3.36L package at my first company. Worked hard, cracked their internal exam, and got bumped up to 7L in a few months. Felt like I was finally on the right path. Then came 8.2L, then 9L all within 4.2 years of experience. Things were looking good.
But then I took a leap.
I switched to a contract role with a package of 74L+ (with an additional 20-25L for extra work). Sounded like a dream. Everyone said I made it. Money was great. Work was okay. But now I’ve completed a few months in this role and it’s starting to hit me hard.
I feel like I made a huge mistake.
It’s not the work or the pay, it’s the realization that I’m not a full-time employee anymore. Every day, this voice in my head keeps whispering that I’ve screwed up my resume. That no good company will want to hire a guy who went contract after 4 years of full time work. That I’ll always be treated as “lesser” now.
I feel like I’ve broken something and it can’t be fixed.
Every job posting I see says “full-time”, and I keep wondering if I’ve locked myself out of all the good roles. The worst part? I don’t even know if this fear is valid, but it’s eating me up. I’m constantly anxious, checking LinkedIn, doubting every decision, wondering if I should’ve just stayed in that 9L job and taken the slower route.
Anyone else been through something similar? Do companies really hold contract roles against you? Is this a dead-end or am I just overthinking it?
Any honest thoughts would really help.
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Being full time and do what? You work to earn, and you are earning well.
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Thank you. Sorry for the late reply. I'm very confident now. Recently gave in an interview and easily cracked it to test my ability. I’ll make money and maybe open my own company in future if the future holds good.
I've seen a few leads I respect take your route. If the money is fine, it is an upgrade. Many don't get that. You can invest for yourself in a way that the so called benefits are also yours. And try for a permanent role 2 or 3 years down the line ( with matching or more compensation). Nothing in haste. And it's still fine.
Thank you. I'm sorry for replying late. I did discuss with my client and there's a way in after 2 years of my service as a consultant I can become full-time.