Confession on a crush

Confessing here as can’t say it in open . The most depressing moment of losing job was not be able to see this person . I know that don’t hook where vlookup clause stands the test of time , but only motivating factor for me coming to office was that I’ll get at least a glimpse of this person . We never talked only exchanged glances but I somehow felt extremely connected . That person may definitely not know my name even , but he definitely made my work at office worthwhile ! Literally I didn’t even have the hots for hunks like Hritik Roshan or Henry cavill or whosoever studs may be after getting crush on this person . Honestly getting fired wasn’t as depressing but this definitely is . Please help to cope with this and get over this , I know it’s silly but :/