It's been a month today. Never ever thought, I'd go to live a month without touching maa. Have never felt so weak & vulnerable. She wasn’t in the best of her health but she was my strength, my forever cheerleader, wishing me a Happy journey before every journey and calling every DP of mine a good one. Her health deteriorated but she always cared for mine. In a life that’s full of surprises, only she was routine- with her love, care and selflessness.
Maa took away a part of me which is never coming back. No matter how hard I try , to be strong & happy, my heart knows no logic, rationale can make me live with this truth that I will never ever be able to touch her hand, hold her around the arms and protect her in a crowded place with my arms shielding her. I have missed her random links to order something, good morning texts-Khaana kya khaega , beta apna dhyan rakhna and tum mera jaan hain.
When she said Ab humko jaane do, I didnt know this is what Jaana means. Otherwise, I would have not succumbed to it. I would have gone with her or got her back.
Mummy nahi jaa sakti hain, kyuki main jaane nahi deta. Itni tightly pakadta ki suffocation hoti thodi but maa nahi mind karti. She would not have bargained living with me for anything else in the world.
Maa is a story with no ending. In every breath that I take and every step that I walk, I hold her hands firmly, tightly , not lettting anything come in between.
For that one warm hug, I would let everything else take a back seat.
yes.....and it helps express many feelings in a simple manner
e.g
Maa ki.....
Maa ka....
While the lose cannot be made up, I wish you the strength to overcome it.
In tears after reading this. May she be in your thoughts in every moment, guiding you further, supporting you in tough times🥹
@NippyNecessity This is one of the hardest and the harshest thing one has to endure. I hope your mum was comfortable when she passed away and you were there to comfort her and see her off.
My deepest condolences and sinerest prayers for you.
Regain your strength and carry on. Keep her alive in your memories and take ashirvaad from her whenever you do something new/ good.
My life took a U turn last Saturday when I lost my mother. She hadn't been keeping well for sometime now. But this wasn't something that we expected when we took her to AIIMS. 1 Week from then, I continue to get visuals of how my mom's ...
Very sad to hear this. Om Shanti. Ghost of Tsushima has an amazing quote and maybe it will help you in this time. "...
How did you react to it? Were you depressed? How life has changed post that ?
