Ho gaya hun mein ab auro jaisa Mujhe bhi duniya chahne lagi hai..

Welcome to Confessions's Private Community

Ho gaya hun mein ab auro jaisa
Mujhe bhi duniya chahne lagi hai..

Duniya

Senior Engineer

Duniya- Grapevine

In English we say: 

I love her and let her go:)

But in Urdu we say: 

Jab samajh aae bahane uske.. 
to humne usey pareshan karna chor diya..

hai muhabbat ab bhi..
lekin humne jatana chor diya..

I love her and let her go

Human Resources

I am working hard on my myself
Gym study work sleep
Make sure everything is completed on time
So that the schedule doesn't mess up

But Why?
I get a feeling of someone I need
To tell everything how my day went
Bhai PTA hai mai ugly hoon
Theek hai
Par yar ek limit hoti hai in thoughts k

In my WorkSpace I make sure to keep professional bonds with my team

Ghar aata hoon to 
Kayi bar phone ko dekhta hoon
Na h koi call
Message

Bus office wala phone h hai Jo phone lagta hai
PTA nhi ye sab kyu ho rha mere sath
Akele marna likha hai 
Phir bhi dimaag ghumta h hai
Dhere Dhere confidence peace self esteem
Mar rahe hai
These thoughts are winning

.....
Mere Ghar par koi nhi hai
Na h Bhai behen
1 dost hai wo busy rehta

Kayi bar marne ka bhi man karta
I close my eyes and cry sometimes
Ek normal routine wala Banda is had tak emotionally har chuka hai
Kya pap kiya hoga maine

It's lonely, Ain't it?

And the number of accounts are a jungle out there.

The wild goose chase

Program Manager

Reply with the best sky photos you’ve on your device :)

Growth Manager

Sometimes I usually think, Why do I lose our school and college friends one by one? Is this a sign of maturity, reality, or something else?

I am just 25 years old, and within 3 years I have lost 90 percent of my circle and the few who left, with whom I usually get time to chat, call, or plan to get out.
 
And I feel that some day I will also lose them.

Can you guys make some comments that I have became  matured or that this is the actual reality of damn life?

Is losing friends from school and college a sign of maturity or reality?

Reality of life. 
  
 Some genuine relations will still be there even if you guys aren't meeting regularly or in touch regularly. 
  
 However you can consider other relations as gone. 
  
 With time only you will know which ones are going to fall in which category.

Software Test - QA

Application Engineer

Funny pickup lines

Welcome to Indian Startups's Private Community

for me. i spent college studying for grades and 20s making money in a job I don't like, but never got to make the memories I should've with all my friends. I regret doing all of that

what is your worst mistake professionally?

If we are spiralling, let's spiral right

1. Focused solely on grades in colleges
2. Thought Campus placements were ultimate goal
3. Spent 3 years in a company with 5% increment (once), because it was comfortable
4. Scared to ask even minimum budget while negotiating salary
5. Overthinking every step, still not taking actions to correct or fuck up anything
6. Major major regret - not taking risk of starting own. It also has to do with parenting, but lets not blame.
7. Ran away from public sharing - speaking, athletics, all extracurricular activities for that matter. Kids grow up with zero confidence and looking fat & ugly. (I'm not fat shaming, some fat people look 🤌)

I'll add more, there will be more for sure 😂

Consultant

Software Developer

🐈

Strategy & Operations

Kya thi uski Galti
Sadev padhai k liye badhta Raha
Sehat bhi jab sath chod gayi
Tab bhi na ruka
Tha uska koi nhi
Jisse wo bataye apne haal
Na yaar, Na h rishtedar
Akela tha wo
Parantu ladta raha

Asafalta aati rahi
Par aage badhne k siwa aur koi chara nhi
Kab Tak h sahi
Wo harta rehta

Picche mudkar dekha
To tha nhi koi
Bus ek Khali sadak 
Aage aur peeche
Wo baith gya
Aankhen band karke
Yad karne laga apne jindagi ko
Kab usne ek buzurg k madad Kari
Kab usne ek Sundar phool ko dekha
Kab usne aakhri bar paranthe khaye the

Ab wo thak chuka tha
Aankhen kholi
Aur khud k zindagi k Rekha khatam karne wo badh chala
Ab kisko h wo rota
Aur kisko wo jake bachata

Wo bechara ye soche
K tha uska koi nhi
Na h wo kice ka ho saka

Marna bhale na h sahi
Parantu ek marg aur tha
Jhan shaanti zarur thi

Aakhri bar h sahi
Wo ek din jiya
Nahakar aur ek dam tayar hokar
Wo nikal chala park
Us din uske kitaben band thi
Udhar logon ko dekha
Khush evam khile hue
Soch mai h sahi par socha
E Prabhu humne kya h paap Kiya
Ek baju k halwai c
Ek gulab jamun khayi
Aakhri bache 10 rupee se

Ek bar call karni chahi
Us ladki ko jise wo pichle 3 saal c pasand karta tha
Usne call na uthayi

Mandir jake
Matha tek kar
Wo chala gya pass k pahadon mai
Phir na h kabhi wo Mila
Na h uske umeeden

Aant tak bhi
Socha hoga
Ab bhi koi nhi
Kya itna bura hoon Mai

.....

😊

Hi Grapevine, 

I'm Arnav, Director of Engg at Jio Cinema. I previously exited my startup to Scaler. Some of you may know me from ScalerPod. I've also led engineering teams at Zomato & Target. 

Here to chat with you about my journey in startups, leading engineering teams, and products at scale, among other things.

Ask me your question. I'll be back at 8 pm and begin answering!

I'm Arnav Gupta, Director of Engineering at Jio Cinema. Ask me anything!

Why is jiocinema so effin horrible to use on Samsung tvs ? Just fix this shit already.

Intern

This really hit to core

We pay first world level taxes for a third world social security with 0 benefits.

Founder

Welcome to Software Engineers's Private Community

Post one your own or anyone u like 

Jaun eliya :

.....
Yun jo takta hai aasmaan ko tu
Koi rehta hai aasmaan mein kya?

Yeh mujhe chain kyun nahin padta
Ek hi shakhs tha jahan mein kya?

Anyone interested in sher-o-shayri ?

Welcome to Movies & Music's Private Community

My brother was like, "Yea, same!"

Men 😒

Watched 'Crew', realized I need more Female friends in life

I met my girlfriend during college, 5 years ago. 

We were so much in love. I remember we used to go on dates to picnics, museums and the works. I spent and invested a lot of money and time in this relationship. I feel that my life is purposeless now that she has left me.

Her father is a very high ranking government official. He has gotten marriage proposals from very well endowed political connections. Apparently some ex-CM's son is out in the marriage market looking. 

I don't know why but I still thought we would make it. Like, nothing can come between us. 

She texted me last night that she was leaving me because I only make 14LPA. My hands are still trembling. 
I want to go be the best version of myself and simultaneously think that the train tracks are looking comfy to sleep on.

My girlfriend left me because I make 14LPA...

Don’t cry brother. Salary is subjective.. it might be 14 today, it will increase tomorrow. I personally feel you got saved from a gold digger. 
 You gonna get much more beautiful and honest, loving girls in Arrange marriage. 
 All the best.

Product Manager

Actually I never dated , never had a girlfriend. In school I liked a girl but she rejected me . In college, I found that girls in my class are not compatible ( I mean they have other interests in their life , I have other interests) . And now I will be graduating from college, have a job of 8.55 lpa but never had a girlfriend. I thought I can date in the office but reality hit me that I can't date in my office. Going forward ( after a year ) I am aiming for a remote job . Then I will go back to my village ( I have reasons for that ) . But I fear that I can't get gf there because my village is conservative. Let me tell you that I am a shy guy and I don't believe in this cliche " go out and talk to women" because I can't start talking rubbish just for shake of talking. So please advise what to do ?

advice for dating life

Welcome to Office Gossip's Private Community

As soon as a girl mentions that she is on Tinder or whatever, it turns me off completely. If you ask my opinion about Tinder then I would say it's a really nice place to meet people for relationship. How else is someone gonna meet a person to be in relationship with? Certainly not office friends, not everyone is lucky in colleges. So it certainly solves this issue. So that's my opinion. 
But as soon as someone says they met on Tinder, it turns me off. My reasoning is very different from what my mind/heart makes me think. I see(read perception pops in head) Tinder girls as someone with lots of body counts, sleeping with any man with great physique and looks. And moving to next day to next set of men. I don't know what I think and what I reason. Are there two people inside me?

I really don't like Tinder girls.

Software Engineer

For me its the below lines from "Saajna by Falak Shabbir" :

"Tu haathon mein toh hai mere,
Fir kyu nahi lakeero me,
Yeh kaisa tera ishq hai
Saajnaaaaa"

Stikes a chord every fuckin time

Oh btw here's my music therapy (songs which feel like a crumbling hug):  
  
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1OPdudjN0TowM0t3hiXaZj?si=5xs_kiOIS_i0lF5iRSFKqw&pi=a--oIfufcrT5GM  
  
Feel free to browse

Pathos In Music: Which is that one song lyric that lives rentfree in your mind ?

Data engineer

Yaar baat karne ko koi chahta hai lekin jaise hi koi milta lagta hai hatao yaar kaun time pass/waste kare🤔

Online to waise bhi kuch hona hai nahi 


badhiya shaanti se jio


lekin loneliness jab aati hai to fir lagta hai ki kaash koi hota…….



so much confusion in life yaar

Feel the need to talk, but get bored quickly

Analyst

I have been in this industry for 4 years now and there is not a single day that i hated this place any less. Today 9th August 2023 i am all alone in my room thinking to myself about what’s the point of this? 

I have no life i am all alone and tbh i have no real friends. A few of them that i do have are so far away from me busy in their life. No love life no social life. At 27 i feel wasted, done, finished let me clarify not in a suicidal way. I just feel exhausted my body is breaking down by the day i feel. I am just broken at this point and feel like quitting this profession altogether. I just don’t feel happy. The more i work the more irritated and frustrated i get.
To top all that i have no one to share my emotions with here. Call it whatever you may wanna call a cry for help, a rant or nonsense. I am at that point where every morning feels like punishment. Every night that i go to bed i try to stay positive but i am not able to. I just hate everything. 
I am not a lazy man i work for 10-12 hours everyday and i think now that has finally got to me as i feel finished.
I don’t know if anyone will read it or not i just wanted to reach out to people or anyone who feels like me. Broken tired and just done with everything.

Duniya

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