Hey guys so not sure if this is the right place to post this or not, but I really need help from wherever I can get.
So I was never into pornography until college happened in 2014 and I had a single room all to myself and unlimited high speed internet.
It started with watching porn on weekends and snowballed into doing it daily over the course of the next 4 years.
Not only that, as of today I am spending so many of my productive hours (3-4 hours) on sites like Omegle hoping to meet someone with the same fetishes as me. (ik foolish me) Not only that I do the same on Telegram, Instagram, Snapchat, Kik, Discord etc. I know I'll never get anything worthwhile here but I am deeply addicted to this expectation that I will.
Today I haven't come out of my room. Since 9am when I woke up, I have only been looking at porn and at these sites doing God knows what! (It has been 8 hours) ☹️
Not only these, once or twice I had a chance to get intimate with a girl, but I could not keep it up and ejaculated within a minute.
Guys I have ruined my life. Please guys I am begging you, I want to pick myself up and make a man out of myself and live a happy life. I am very very sad and depressed. Please help me if you can. It has been 10 years, I am 28 now and I can't take it for one more day. 😭😭😭
