Wanted to vent out

Never been in a relationship and I can't talk to girls because I can't strike random convos, even in office i don't have women in my immediate team. But i live in Delhi and here even people in 8th standard are in relationships, it tears me to core, and girls roam with uncles, uneducated illiterate people and what not. It seems like girls got no standard here with they theirselves are so good looking, when I travel back to home I'm a normal person tired after full day of work but then seeing couples all around feels so pathetic and tbh it's not a good feeling at all.

I always dress well, i have my own car, did grad from a tier 1, but im a very shy person, who doesn't talk to much people around, and also i never had girls in my immediate team till now. It feels hollow and to lonely at times, obviously those who date have had some common ground, but for me scenarios were never in favour so that I can open up gradually and express myself to any girl. Im not very expressive and don't open up too soon as well, on the top of it seeing all those couples rips apart my soul.

My school friends are not in India and 1-2 who are, are in blr, i just rot in my home on in free time. I have had this habit of not talking to random strangers due to which never talked casually with any girl, infamous corporate known for hookups, can u see irony which I'm facing. And being in Delhi, sucks that last drop of blood which my body holds. And let me tell u the couples are highly mismatched, like i think girls are literally mad here, but yea they are dating because they got to form connection due to a common ground which i don't have had yet.