Just curious; Is Suicide a option!

My father has loan of around 50 lack and he has lost his job . I failed to get PPO in Amazon 6 month internship. There are people in much worse situation than you .Fall rise fight , if you failed rise and fight again. Life is a marathon

Dood. Stop reading the success bro stories here. 99.9% of us are failures. And those who have the money, have something worse troubling them. Money will come. Life won't.

Hey I can get you a job but don’t fucking die and don’t be dumb? I’m hiring for multiple position pls share your skillset and will also pitch you to others so that you have some extra money. Don’t take dumb decisions

You want to start it all over again....🤔 Think about it.. going through all those differentiation equation alll over again... securely engineering seat and then the struggles...at least you have done that shit why do that again...keep faith and patience everything will come to place..

As far as I know your family won’t get money if it’s a suicide case. I recently saw a post of an eng delivering food cause he lost his job. I am not suggesting you start doing this but simply pointing out the fact that job is just one aspect of our life and is needed to simply survive. So even if you are currently having the worst time of your life it’s not worth ending your life. Struggle now , think only of survival and maybe on day you will get back on track. Also , I think most Indian parents don’t know how to grow wealth , even if they receive your insurance money they will put that in the bank and use up only what is required to survive , so you aren’t giving them a different standard of life , you are only insuring they have food on their plate until they survive, which you can still do by taking up any job.

I pity your naivete. You need to hustle. Also Suicide doesnt get your family any life insurance money. You need to start 'feeling' first. Take a step out, and try in earnest to find the meaning of your life. Just do that. You'll get your answer in due time. Things will look up.

Not sure how long you have been looking for jobs but still, it is not any reason for thinking about such a step. Yeah, suicide needs courage but it's courage in the wrong direction. If you aren't getting interview calls, consult experienced people in the field to look for solutions and change the ways of job hunting. Take help of family for finances. Yeah, you may think you don't want to be a burden on them but they won't think twice to help you in extreme situations. Losing hope and noping out is not the solution. Any insurance money won't be of any help to your family when you are gone in such a way. Your family will be burdened by the guilt of not being able to save you. Do you want to condemn them to this suffering till the rest of their lives? Try pitching this idea to your family. Then, see whether they prefer the money you will leave behind or you who will be alive and well with them. I am sure you know the answer already. Talk to your father, mother and anyone else you trust. Go back to your family and stay with them if you are in another city. Just a little time with them will show you how much you like to be with them, how much they appreciate you being in their life. It will remove these negative thoughts from your mind for sure.

Suicide is never a option 1. Your family will struggle for decade to get insurance money and never will be able to live normal life. May be they will suffer more than u are suffering now 2. Interview calls will start coming when market situation changes within next 6 months and again their will be floodgates of multiple offers

The problem is not yours. We as a society have failed. I know this is not the first time you are thinking of this and even after reading all the comments you would only 'postpone' your decision. Your thought process needs to change. You need a proper treatment. Trust me, trust the great men that lived. There is beautiful life right here right now. Take professional help. Many are free and at minimal cost. You can ever take care by yourself if your only flirting with the idea at the moment. There are countless resources. And you know how to use a mobile. https://youtu.be/nEX-9exMc1A

Hey man listen, just share your education here and we will all try to help. Imagine the amount of pain you will put your parents and siblings through. That is just not moral. Find the courage, pick yourself and fight back. Rise and you too can make your mark brother

People here may tell you that others have worse problems than you and thus you shouldn't worry. That's stupid. Since your problems still stand. But I'd like to tell you one thing, "everyday above ground is a great day" You may think you are doing yourself and your family a favor by cutting your 'temporarily' miserable life short. But I can guarantee that your parents would choose you alive than any amount of money here possible. They have nurtured you in a being you are. And you are not bloody allowed to take any stupid step that pushes them into a lifetime of agony.

No one is stopping you. God has given you the permission to do whatever you want with your life. But to be realistic, your+your family's life will significantly change only when your net worth is more than 30million USD.

Do create a YouTube channel. I know it sounds corny for someone who has 25+ years of experience but Maybe start posting about how your startup didn’t work and how harsh the startup world is & so on.. While you face your battles, you might help others and help correct their path. This will keep your mind away from killing yrself and get some purpose in life to clear back those debts.

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Please seek a mental health professional’s help. There are many who offer their services pro bono so please go for that. Secondly, I’m grieving the loss of my father (lost him due to health related complications) so the aftermath is definitely exhausting for family. We weren’t even thinking about insurance till our agent contacted us. We miss him terribly and I wish I could turn back time just so I could be with him. Life is tough and it will be tough but please don’t think about ending it. I’m sure you will find a great opportunity soon. Till then take up something else which could be below your pay grade but will guarantee you flow of income. Something is always better than nothing.

No one helps in dirty ask for small no one replies on LinkedIn either and if ask money u r blocked, am seriously done with this world. Why do u guys want me to live u don’t even know me.?? 🥲