Self acceptance through romantic love

Is it true? Has anyone gone through this sort of emotion.

Everyone uses a version of you That fits their interest Still acceptable 178 cm Brown skin Always left out Gym Personality development sab try Kia Khud k career development k liye roj ragda Khud k health k care Kari Par breaking aa gya hai I eat alone in the office POSH k dar se females se dur rehta hoon Drawing Flute, in sabhi k clubs join kiye I was well versed in them when I was a kid To find someone Par no girls in sight, even if they were I was not even an option. But still I cannot come close to the ones who were gifted I am invisible to girls Kuch khaas jine k tamana nhi hai mere Par Ek din k liye Ek Sundar dikhne wala insaan Banna chahta hoon Jise dosta gender romantically attractive Lage Kya koi hai idhar jinke halat mere jaise ho

I have a long ass layover at this really boring airport and its driving me crazy. I'll go first: I have never been to a police station C'mmon folks, we are anonyumous anyway !

I think we fall for people who are opposite to our insecurities. And this is beyond how they look, what they do for work, or which school they belong too (that's for arrange marriages 😂 ) I am someone who cannot keep up good habits (for long) and tend to question myself at every step. People who are disciplined and self aware are very hot to me! Do you relate?

“When you’re young, you believe that there will be many people with whom you’ll connect with deeply. Later in life, you come to realize that it only happens a few times. A few moments, frozen in genuine beauty, where you look at someone and you know, from a place deep within yourself, that they are going to mean something to you, that they are rare. When it comes to this kind of connection, it’s important to understand that energy cannot be created or destroyed — that is a scientific fact. If the depth is there, it cannot be denied, cannot slip through your fingers, cannot be something you successfully run away from due to fear of exposure or battle wounds. You can try to dismiss it, can try to stay protected and hidden from the warmth, but your hiding spot is never watertight — it always catches up to you. And if it’s not meant to fit within the soul of you, if it’s simply not your love to hold, no amount of bargaining with your heart will anchor it. That is the beauty of discovering the things that stay, the things that fall into place. In a world of billions, in a world where we are all seeking connection but avoiding eye contact, there are remarkable points of impact where you manage to crash yourself into someone who ends up breaking through the exterior. Someone who makes contact with your heart, who grows roots within it. Together, you beat the odds. If you have found human beings like this, I hope you protect them. I hope you risk your heart for what you feel. I hope you believe that you are worthy of something full, and pointed and real. I hope you never settle for less, because certain people are truly just rare, beautiful drops of borrowed light that find their way to you. You don't feel alien with them. The otherness never arrives. There isn't a version of yourself you have to shed in order to feel connected to them. They see you clearly. You are held there. (Continued...)

How to find true love? Need genuine suggestions. Please help me