A Reminder

To the Stars we fall To the Stars we rise For Every hope For Every grief There was a shine Far beyond everything For Every Belief For Every Rejection There was a creation Far beyond everything For every part of you There was a time Time of you being born Time of you smiling Time of you crying A universe resides inside you For you are depths of everything.

For the Pride Left Behind For The Kindness that was sowed when I was a child With the empathy I felt for the hearts around For the love I saw in everyone's eyes The warmness everyone carried in themselves Was I late I don't know I didn't seek revenge on myself Nor a war As a Adult I realised I seek Calmness The battle that carried himself over the years The criteria to win was to loose upon himself The scars that I carried Were after all the Pride I heart The uneasiness I fealt Was to do the good always The light that shine Was after all the hope that was always within me How could I Forget? The life I lived was a blessing The problems, The solutions The journey blessed by my ancestors.

One life, a million dreams

I’m a very private person and I was a bit confused whether I should write here or not, but anyway. So, day before yesterday I was sitting on my chair after dinner and was thinking about my life and what the hell am I doing. I realised that, Saala bachpan se aaj tak race me hi bhaag raha hun. Pehle school me 1st, 2nd, 3rd aane ki race me. Then acche college milne ki race me. Then uske baad acchi job milne ki race me. Then uske baad agar ladki chahiye toh uske liye bhi ek race hai (Don’t have a gf, plz don’t take me wrong, it was a realisation) My current daily routine is like this: Wakeup everyday, write code, go gym, dinner, and then sleep and repeat this cycle everyday. School ke dost peeche chhoot gaye, college ke dost apni life me busy ho gaye, colleagues se main zyada baat nhi karta and main akela padh gaya. Feels like life is not intriguing anymore, it has no spark left. Its so painful to live everyday. I feel like I don’t want to live any more, I want to die but I can’t cuz of 2 reasons. 1. I’m the only son of my parents. 2. If I die like this, then I won’t be able to come out from the birth cycle. That’s it 🙏🏼

For All the Hopes You Won For All the Sorrows You Won For All the Beliefs You Won It was Always You vs You For if the other side lose It's you on the other to learn For you the tree of the millions forest But also the Shed for the dreams you flower For Everything You Are You Are Enough

Yesterday, by the Beatles lyrics: Yesterday all my troubles seemed so far away. Now it looks as though they're here to stay. Oh, I believe in yesterday. Suddenly, I'm not half the man I used to be. There's a shadow hanging over me. Oh, yesterday came suddenly. Why she had to go? I don't know, she wouldn't say. I said something wrong. Now I long for yesterday. Yesterday love was such an easy game to play. Now I need a place to hide away. Oh, I believe in yesterday. Why she had to go? I don't know, she wouldn't say. I said something wrong. Now I long for yesterday. Yesterday love was such an easy game to play. Now I need a place to hide away. Oh, I believe in yesterday. https://youtu.be/NrgmdOz227I?si=7tWbFZcohHFP7tLt

Reclaim Everything you believe For the one needs to know Is who you looked up to The world revolves The answers were given The answers were known The combinations were set It was you Always you The path was you The time was you The choice was you The every tear I shed Had a meaning The every hope I saw Had a meaning The every step I took Had a meaning Even the ones which destroyed me For the conqueror It's the one who wins Let Me Be The strong For the once Let it rest The shell was finally broken

If this excites you, you are old!🤦🏻‍♀️😅 PS: Giving Friday vibes!

Please respond honestly based on your experience. no words from books or random thoughts.