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I am working hard on my myself Gym study work sleep Make sure everything is completed on time So that the schedule doesn't mess up But Why? I get a feeling of someone I need To tell everything how my day went Bhai PTA hai mai ugly hoon Theek hai Par yar ek limit hoti hai in thoughts k In my WorkSpace I make sure to keep professional bonds with my team Ghar aata hoon to Kayi bar phone ko dekhta hoon Na h koi call Message Bus office wala phone h hai Jo phone lagta hai PTA nhi ye sab kyu ho rha mere sath Akele marna likha hai Phir bhi dimaag ghumta h hai Dhere Dhere confidence peace self esteem Mar rahe hai These thoughts are winning ..... Mere Ghar par koi nhi hai Na h Bhai behen 1 dost hai wo busy rehta Kayi bar marne ka bhi man karta I close my eyes and cry sometimes Ek normal routine wala Banda is had tak emotionally har chuka hai Kya pap kiya hoga maine

*Janhit me jaari*

Hote layoffs dekh ke , Diya kabeera roe Kya fresher,kya experienced Recession me bacha na koye

In pre final year Sab kuch bacha hai revise/naya padhne ko System design CS fundamentals DSA brush up CP level up Projects revise and machine coding round preperation Par still I feel need of a girl, a relationship Someone who I can share everything with Why I am getting this feeling? Itna gir gya hun mai Been years and haven't talked to a girl I feel lonely, I feel anxious, I want to shout I want to cry Gurudwara jakar jab sab chale gaye the Babaji k samne bahut roya tha Idk kis phase c gujar rha hun mai Ghar par mere baat bahut Kam hoti hai ... In life till now Was Never in a relationship Approached 2 and got rejected based on religion (I am Sikh) Mai bus shaanti c padhna chata hoon I look ugly and I am short(5 11) and brown skinned Aap log to working hai Mere dimaag ko pta hai ye sab cheezen bakwas hai , ladki relationship wagera Par man nhi Manta Kisko call karun Kiske sath baaten share karun Pls jo is same talkeef c gujar rahe hai help Karen 🙏🙏🙏🙏 Meditation Gym Sab try kar rha hoon ... But the void isn't filled

Kal Koi Mujhako Yaad Kare Kyun Koi Mujhako Yaad Kare Masaruf Zamaanaa Mere Liye Kyun Vaqt Apanaa Barabaad Kare

For me its the below lines from "Saajna by Falak Shabbir" : "Tu haathon mein toh hai mere, Fir kyu nahi lakeero me, Yeh kaisa tera ishq hai Saajnaaaaa" Stikes a chord every fuckin time Oh btw here's my music therapy (songs which feel like a crumbling hug): https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1OPdudjN0TowM0t3hiXaZj?si=5xs_kiOIS_i0lF5iRSFKqw&pi=a--oIfufcrT5GM Feel free to browse

I'm a 25yo guy, currently working as a software engineer, earlier I used to enjoy being alone but from sometime I think I need someone to talk to share my day with and listen to theirs. I don't know whether to say this here or not, that I have never dated anyone before and don't believe in dating apps either, and not had much interaction with women as well, but I respect them in every possible way, and would like to have one as a good friend. Please DM if you feel the same and would genuinely be interested in connecting as a friend. Thanks!.

My story is long, Jo hua so hua. A month ago I used to do good exercise daily eating properly or aaj haal ye he ki jo bhi mile khaane khaa leta hu, poora din bed pe mareez ki trhe pade raho poora din tired rheta hu har roz or neend ki maa bhen ho rakhi he sirf dreams hi dreams chalte he. Kuch bhi krne ka man nhi 0 motivation. Salary theek he kaam bhi ho hi jaata he jese tese mere se koi baat krta he to zuban ladkalati he esa nhi he me chutiya hu jee main de kr ek nit ki cse branch se b.tech kri he non reserved category se. Bc samjh nhi aa rha isse kese bhar niklu 2 saal hone jaa rhe he try and fail lga hua he Mera ... Ab try krne ka bhi nhi krta. Kabhi nhi socha tha esa haal ho jayega. Motivation k naam pe mujhe mera bada bhai sb kuch lgta he, na me rota hu na hassta hu na logo se friendly trhe se baat kr pata hu, Mera humour bhi accha tha bina kisi ka dil dukhaye bhot logo ko hassaya he mene to ab sb se ese baat krunga to majak smjhenge ek do se try kiya tha bolne ka bc ignore kr diya, 24 ka hu ese haar maan k betha hu na jaane kyo.

P.S. Give your reasons too, it will be fun P.S. The series starts earlier today, because you have more of Saturday 🤷‍♀️