You are so mean to urself.someone achieved in their life and started flaunting it at ur face and you started demeaning urself, you mentioned you will not judge anybody but on contrary you are judging urself. Maybe he achieved in his life,so are you, being human is itself a wonderful gift and there is a saying , grass is always greener on the other side. If you ask me, i never consider myself less than anyone,maybe they can be an expert in their own field,so what, what they do or don't is none of my business why to compare, everybody is hero of their own life,so live like a king ,even your kindom is so small , you are the king nonetheless.cheerup!😁