Drugs I did 10 years ago still gives me nightmares

I’ve got a story to share about a wild ride that left a mark on my life. So, about 10 years ago, I was 18 and hanging out with some nashedi folks. One night, I thought I was drinking bhaang, but turns out it was Shroom shake. Never tried shrooms before that day.

Everyone there was giving me a hard time, hitting me and talking about beating me up for fun. I was really scared. I talked to a guy for some drugs thinking it was shroom shake, but it wasn't.

Later, I was at my friend V’s place, and things got weird. People were freaking out, and I was tripping hard, feeling like I was in a dream. They started making fun of me and calling me weird. I felt so betrayed.

For weeks, I was paranoid and couldn't focus. I thought it was ADHD, but now I know it was PTSD. My life only started to make sense after I met my partner and had a kid. I still feel very weird and get crazy dreams from that.