feeling depressed after my startup failure.

took the plunge, started up last year. burned all savings, couldn't raise any capital.

tried multiple things, nothing took off.

decided to shut down in june. shutting down was harder than starting up, finished things up by october.

been looking for jobs since, with no luck. had kick-ass jobs prior to this. no clue what is happening now.

really want to give starting up another shot but have lost all motivation.

so lost. no idea what to do.