Fucked up an interview, unable to process it.
So, I fucked up an interview real bad 2 days ago, and my mind is unable to process it and cannot forget about it.
Don't know why I am feeling worthless from inside and feeling like this was my last interview.
Maybe it's because of close to 40% hike I was getting on my fixed part.
The results will be out by tomorrow and I am not gonna make it, I am pretty sure.
I know life has something good in store for me and I am not seeing the future, almighty has seen it and he's simply driving me towards the path I am made for.
But, how do I process it?
I've given total 40 interview rounds(~15 companies) in the last 2 months. Got rejected in 3 in the final round either because they stopped hiring or found a person asking lesser. Awaiting results for 2 Final rounds. From failing in 1st round to Making it to final rounds was definitely a growth curve for me. Don't devalue yourself.
The only way to process it is giving more and more interviews and working on your mistakes,
A very common and extremely underrated advice
I have an Excel sheet of rejections. :) Watch a movie, Hang out with friends. It will hurt but hope you will get over it soon.
Happens, you’ll probably never f up again.
The way I see it, interviews are more like net practise, you give it once or twice every quarter, and then you become really good at it.
Start with shitty companies and then apply for dream ones.
Good luck!
I knew the answers, but fumbled really badly that day.
Answered most of those, correctly after one try.