My dad is a serial cheater and my girl left me...

Two months ago, my world turned upside down. Felt like yesterday, time just stopped. I’m here, my heart is shattered. I am still crying. Being cheated on is the worst.

Years ago, I battled depression and suicidal thoughts, thanks to some childhood trauma. Thought I had healed, but this betrayal brought everything back, harder.

The worst part was all the gaslighting, lies, saying "he's just a friend" and "you're overreacting" while my gut knew something was off. Turns out, he was her ex. No one around me knows what happened.

I feel worthless, angry, heartbroken, numb. I’ve never intentionally hurt anyone this bad. My dad was a serial cheater, and I swore I’d never be with one. Thought I found a good girl, but life had other plans, it seems.

Dealing with this pain isn't easy. I just wanna talk to someone.