Should I get Married in future?

Good morning seniors I am a male engg student currently in final year I have never been in a relationship and haven't talked to girls from the past 6 years for which I can remember correctly. In my life till now I have approached two, which got declined citing religion, caste as barriers etc

I am a Jatt Sikh, and I am ugly and I accept that

Although it's foolish to think of that much ahead future, although I accepted that these things aren't for me and I will spend the rest of my life in tech and drawing stuff and gym and will explore other hobbies on the go

But still my mind constantly ponders me I will be lonely for the path ahead, and dual thoughts of even though I did get married, I will get cheated upon, getting scared of fake cases and will not find a vir*in

Plus I also get scared of even talking to women Thinking the other gender has power to do what they want since laws are completely on their side

These thoughts are pondering constantly over my head for the past 6 months Pls help