Kyu purane zakhm taaza kr rhe my fellow VINER 😔 , it was something 1.08L
I know these exams are not bigger than your purpose in Life sometimes but the worst thing that happened with me was when I was in class 12th , in my first attempt i gave jee and scored around 78K rank in exam was getting 2 Nits during last round of josaa but decided to go for a drop targeting 7 old IITs, but how unfortunate I was that I messed up everything, Ofcourse there were some health issues which severely affected my performance and postpone/COVID etc but when i opened my result at 4 am , I cried whole day ,this was in year 2020 , i was not understanding what should I do but thankfully I got a okayish government engineering college in my state through home state quota but that pain and regret will stay with me till my death of not getting into IIT B/K/D/Kgp/G/R/M . I have given gate xe in college this year being a product management enthusiast and scored AIR 2673 , it was still not enough for top IITs , so I left it and decided to target top universities in US , may be I will get into some decent universities, there will be better life or pay there but that void will always be there which i will never able to fill
I still got tears while writing this ,but thik h life hai , it goes on