I could relate to this post.
Working at an extremely profitable startup.
My experience has been a hit and miss.
Joined almost like a founding team member but without confounder level leverage.
Joined at the below market salary, ESOPs were a verbal promise but no clarity on volume and value until recently when it was given, it got low balled.
No title promotion as I had almost the same YOE as the co-founder boss.
The grind, effort, hustle, stress all were equally the same as the co-founders or may be more as early employees.
But the non linear rewards are only for founders not the employee.
Just got to know that the amount of salary cut I had taken, had I invested the same amount back when the company started I would have gotten more shares as a seed investor!!
I'm still grateful that I got to build a team that respects me and that's the only motivation ( alongside the average cash increments in the last few appraisals ).
After making the startup profitable, the founders develop a god syndrome and play information asymmetry game.
They forget that it's the people below them whose goodwill and grind gave them their current success.