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I dont know I feel sad all the time!! 24x7 I am lost in thoughts. I dont feel any emotion!!! Happy , sad?? Why??? I feel anxiety that i will achieve nothing in life. Is it depression?? Do I need to do something about it ?

I am currently doing a Google project management certificate on coursera, after completing this certificate do I need to do any other certificates so that my resume will be considered for project manager or any management roles? ( I already have people management skills but don't have project management). Advise please

I came to Mumbai all the way from Odisha to pursue my MBA in May, 2023. My boyfriend used to work in one of the leading Indian commercial banks and was posted in Bhubaneswar, Odisha. It was a 10 yrs old relationship until I screwed up things. Initially when I moved to Mumbai, I was feeling very lonely as this was the first time I was away from my home and not living a sheltered life. In my college there was a guy (let's call him V) who took a lot of interest in me and we became friends eventually. I used to spend most of my time with him as he made me feel happy. During all these things I used to talk to my boyfriend almost every day but I had started feeling distant from him. He was preparing for CAT along with his job and was very occupied throughout the day. In the month of August,23, I was going with V in an auto and he suddenly approached me to kiss me. And it eventually happened. I was very confused about what I was doing. Then I just pretended that nothing had happened and I wanted to forget everything about that event. By September,23 I was feeling so distant from my boyfriend that I started doubting him although I never let him know about how I was feeling. He didn't know what was going on between me and V. He thought we were just friends. On October 23 , I and V decided to go to Pune for a 2 day trip. Because of financial constraints we had to book a single room and adjust accordingly. I didn't mind it because I was assured that there would be 2 separate beds and it was actually like that. In the room, I was lying in bed , trying to sleep. He approached me and asked me to hug him. I did. But from there on he just forced me to have sex with him and I was very scared. Eventually it happened and I was very sad about everything that has happened. I didn't want to but he just went on without listening to me. By this time I didn't have any courage to face my boyfriend as I had messed up everything but still I wanted to confront him. Me.V wanted me to break up and choose him over my boyfriend. V used to constantly nag me about this everyday and this used to drain my energy. Eventually I broke up with my boyfriend just 10 days before his CAT😭. I know I shouldn't have done this but if I wouldn't have done this, I think I could not survive. Even though I broke up with him, I didn't tell him about anything that has happened in the last couple of months. Now, I thought I would be with V and things will be sorted but no. Things had just started to go south. V used to abuse me verbally and physically. Most of the time I used to deny him for sex but then he used to put me under so much pressure that I had to do it. He used to be very manipulative and I didn't understand this. He was a sex addict and this was very late for me to realise. Eventually I had to break up with V in March for my mental sanity and in April I called my ex to confront him. He patiently listened to everything and gave me a lot of support. I want to get along with him but I don't know whether this is right for him or not. I know I am not a good person but do I deserve a second chance?

Context: I am a professional based out of India and doing some contractual work for a company based out of SF. Now, they're paying me money via Deel in usd and I need to collect it here in India. Queries: 1. What is the most cost effective way of withdrawing money from Deel? 2. What is an FICR and do I need it if the txn is under $3,000? Would really appreciate the help. Cheers :)

GVers, I am willing to support if anyone is facing any professional/mental/social or any other issues. You may share the problem here or feel free to DM if you think the topic is too personal or not relevant to share on group/broader audience. Thanks, OutOfRatRace

Hey guys, Pls ,Pls , I need some inputs . I got an offer at ey gds but something strange. Current ctc:6 lpa, offered:8.5 The thing doubtable here is a category in ctc for other allowances with flexible components(pension,meal card, travel allowance, telephone reimbursement etc) for all of this it is allocated as 2,80,000 i mean how can all of this come under this huge amount? ,also its not variable pay too. I don’t know how much tax will deduct too. Will I be getting this other allowances pay entirely It’s like 20k per month or will i not get it?. Requesting inputs from EY employees too. Do i have to accept this?, I don’t know.Shall i look for an offer in parallel accepting this?. If i exclude all of these flexible components it comes to my same old salary.So confused, pls tell.

Hey guys, Pls ,Pls , I need some inputs . I got an offer at ey gds but something strange. Current ctc:6 lpa, offered:8.5 The thing doubtable here is a category in ctc for other allowances with flexible components(pension,meal card, travel allowance, telephone reimbursement etc) for all of this it is allocated as 2,80,000 i mean how can all of this come under this huge amount? ,also its not variable pay too. I don't know how much tax will deduct too. Will I be getting this other allowances pay entirely It's like 20k per month or will i not get it?. Requesting inputs from EY employees too. Do i have to accept this?, I don't know.Shall i look for an offer in parallel accepting this?. If i exclude all of these flexible components it comes to my same old salary.So confused, pls tell.