had this dream of solving IE irodov and SL Loney which I could not solve during my class 12th and feeling of solving it fully gives me a feeling of ecstasy. Although I completed 12th in 2006 that feeling never goes away and I keep finding ways why I could never clear IIT jee and If I could solve these two books
I am clear now why I could not clear IIT jee it was the wrong way of studying and I feel there is nothing like genuiessness or intellectual in my opinion although many people might differ with this opinion.
After so many years I compare not being to solve IE irodov with not able to do things which I want to do right now like getting international clients , build a mnc etc
I have tried to build a startup in the past but now I hate the govt regulation part of it.