Stages of falling in love secretly

I started my internship at this startup. Couple of other college students are also here for internship. And this boy, man! He is not cute or handsome like those who girls drool over. He is nice, very caring, cracks these insanely bad PJs that I laugh on I know I know, I should be focusing on final exams and placements. Next month, he'll be back to Pune, and I'll be here in Delhi. LDR is stupid And this is why I am here. Hi seniors, how does one stop themselves from falling in love?

I have a long ass layover at this really boring airport and its driving me crazy. I'll go first: I have never been to a police station C'mmon folks, we are anonyumous anyway !

I joined a company this year , and since day 1 there is one lady I have been seeing. She is reporting to a different person, but everyday I see her. Gradually I started developing feelings for her. Until one fine day, I saw her husband dropping her to office. I was dumbstruck. Isn't it crazy , I started loving a lady who is married. I try to avoid eye contact with her nowadays!!!

I have been talking to this woman lately at work since the past 2 months (I KNOW dating at workplace isnt a great idea but pasand aagai kya karu) . Currently, we are mere workplace buddies and not in a relationship. On somedays she is like really friendly with me and starts talking about her life and I love listening to her. On certain days she is extremely unapproachable and feels like a stranger. I know mood swings hote etc but why would she ignore me completely on some days while try to engage in meaningful conversations on other days. It keeps alternating and its very annoying. I feel like supporting her on bad days but she doesn lt want that it seems. Yeh odd even kar kar ke mai thakk gaya hu I just want her. Every single fckin day of my life. She makes my day a little more worthy every time we talk, and I feel when you find such people, you shouldnt let them go !