I think I've f**ked up bad enough to wallow in my own emotions
I started out a career in sales and as my uni convinced me, 'it's a stepping to marketing and brand management.'
Two years into this role and I'm already regretting it.
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I don't get 40% of my salary if I don't close my numbers. (who the fuck says yes two $200k deal in one day?)
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Going months without 40% of my salary translates to not being able to pay off my loans. At all.
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I really really want to get into marketing. That's always been the deal. B2B companies don't do Marketing, all they have are events.
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Job switch has become a hellscape. It's the you don't have enough experience 🔁 can't get enough experience. I am not even a fresher!
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The system is designed in such a way that you just can't win. About to reach a multiplier? Bam, your quota just got increased. Go cry about it.
I am stuck. Restarting from internships seems like a shit idea. Universities don't accept under 3 years for a second MBA.
Cheers, I guess.