Harsh truth is - focus on repaying the loan first now and GIVE A BREAK to trading.
Few of the very important rules which you learnt the hard way are -
1 - only trade how much you’re prepared to lose
2 - never take loan to put money in the market
Take your time to accept the loss and detach from market for a while.
Remember- Life is long , no need to rush to make money, Only 5-10 % of people are actually making money in the market. So take this time to learn more about trading strategies, start very small and even start from paper trading.
Let it take how much ever time to repay your loan first, grow in your profession and make wealth there and then think about putting money back in the market.
Again, don’t rush - let it take a couple of years (given that you might get some bonuses from company) . Plan your strategy to allocate the money for loan repayment. In the end - it’s OKAY - everyone takes heavy losses and then market teaches the lessons , even I have had losses in lakhs. But what worked for me is - detachment for a while and enjoy other parts of your life 🙂
Money is important but not everything.