Sharing my thoughts

I am recent college graduate working at a good company with decent salary. I have three kind of friends from my college,

1. Those who got very good ctc, like 15 to 30lpa ( mostly girls are here )
2. Those who got decent, like 5 to 7 lpa
3. Still trying to get job, or have one but company is delaying on boarding.

But the fact is everyone has more or less same level of knowledge, still someone making lakhs and someone is not able to pay bills.

These days I'm getting a feeling of jealousy from these girls, they got the opportunity from programs which was only for womens. And not only this when I talk with them they don't even respect what they're getting, always like it's so less, I'm not able to save anything.

Whenever I talk with them, either I got stressed or tensed, or felt left out.