Got laid off😭(feeling suicidal)

Don't take it personally. It's a bad time macroeconomically. Try your best to find a job. And keep looking for freelance or part time roles in the meantime. Cut down your expenses to increase your runway. And spend time with friends and family and on your health and hobbies to keep yourself busy. Stay strong!

Firstly, little bit annoyed by your attitude to a bad situation but its is common with the COVID batch. I would say that your resume is above average and at 2 years experience you just started your career. There are boat loads of companies hiring for Java full stack and yes, I can refer if no one has refereed you into TCS. Losing your job sucks but trust me there are other worse situation that one can go through. If suicide is your one-stop solution, then go see a counselor. As for is you are using the word, jokingly, know that there are people out there who ends their life out of desperation.

In the same boat bro... Don't worry everything will be alright.

Too honest post amid all fake posts abt inflated CTCs