GroovyNarwhal
GroovyNarwhal

Just curious; Is Suicide a option!

With zero finance and not single interview call I really deciding to end this journey on this planet. Come on don’t label me coward ending own life needs huge load of courage too. This is also help my family to get the Life insurance money and continue their normal life at seems to only option at the moment.

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ZippyTaco
ZippyTaco
Amazon21mo

My father has loan of around 50 lack and he has lost his job . I failed to get PPO in Amazon 6 month internship. There are people in much worse situation than you .Fall rise fight , if you failed rise and fight again. Life is a marathon

SwirlyPancake
SwirlyPancake
Amazon21mo

Dood. Stop reading the success bro stories here. 99.9% of us are failures. And those who have the money, have something worse troubling them. Money will come. Life won't.

SqueakyBoba
SqueakyBoba
Student21mo

That line “And those who have the money, have something worst troubling them” hits like fucking nuclear bomb so damn true. Have been questioning myself do i need all that money, to live happy ☮️

SparklyBoba
SparklyBoba

As far as I know your family won’t get money if it’s a suicide case.
I recently saw a post of an eng delivering food cause he lost his job. I am not suggesting you start doing this but simply pointing out the fact that job is just one aspect of our life and is needed to simply survive. So even if you are currently having the worst time of your life it’s not worth ending your life. Struggle now , think only of survival and maybe on day you will get back on track.
Also , I think most Indian parents don’t know how to grow wealth , even if they receive your insurance money they will put that in the bank and use up only what is required to survive , so you aren’t giving them a different standard of life , you are only insuring they have food on their plate until they survive, which you can still do by taking up any job.

GroovyNarwhal
GroovyNarwhal

Just curious to know why do u thing we need to survive at any cost.?? Insurance money is stable one year of completion of policy tenure!

SparklyBoba
SparklyBoba

@GaribCeo you should check the fine print of your policy , they won’t allot it to you family in case suspicious death.
Coming to why we need to survive. I don’t like delving into these questions cause, frankly it causes existential crisis for me.
I just like to think that since I am anyway on this planet and my brain’s sole responsibility is to keep me alive and safe, I might as well help it.
Your brain goes to an extent to block out memories of real incidents that may have cause you shock so there must be a reason why it’s trying so effing hard to survive, this and the emotional connection I have formed here is good enough reason for me to get going.
I really hope you can find a reason to continue living . Alternatively, I know government hospitals now have therapist in case of suicidal cases.I would urge you to try it out once it may help you gather a different perspective.
One last thing , if you have tried so hard to find a job, you owe it to your self/family to try equally hard to find for reasons to not end your life.

GroovyMarshmallow
GroovyMarshmallow

Hey I can get you a job but don’t fucking die and don’t be dumb? I’m hiring for multiple position pls share your skillset and will also pitch you to others so that you have some extra money. Don’t take dumb decisions

GroovyMarshmallow
GroovyMarshmallow

Dm me on twitter @tisistheway

GroovyNarwhal
GroovyNarwhal

Always open for suggestions, have send u a DM, pls check!

SqueakyBurrito
SqueakyBurrito

You want to start it all over again....🤔 Think about it.. going through all those differentiation equation alll over again... securely engineering seat and then the struggles...at least you have done that shit why do that again...keep faith and patience everything will come to place..

BubblyPenguin
BubblyPenguin

++++++1

BubblyPenguin
BubblyPenguin

The problem is not yours. We as a society have failed.

I know this is not the first time you are thinking of this and even after reading all the comments you would only 'postpone' your decision.

Your thought process needs to change. You need a proper treatment. Trust me, trust the great men that lived. There is beautiful life right here right now.

Take professional help. Many are free and at minimal cost. You can ever take care by yourself if your only flirting with the idea at the moment. There are countless resources. And you know how to use a mobile.

https://youtu.be/nEX-9exMc1A

GroovyNarwhal
GroovyNarwhal

These resource complete waste of time, the real issue is something which they can’t solve, speeches are the last thing I want.!!

BubblyPenguin
BubblyPenguin

Have you tried? Also Medicine doesn't have to suit your taste buds.
Care only about finding a cure. Try going through a structured program. Look for it, do some work for the person who had some good moments in this life.
Don't take the easy way out. Nothing easy is worth it. Think about your your previous experiences when you took the easy route. It's never has good outcomes.

DerpyBanana
DerpyBanana

Hey man listen, just share your education here and we will all try to help. Imagine the amount of pain you will put your parents and siblings through. That is just not moral. Find the courage, pick yourself and fight back. Rise and you too can make your mark brother

GroovyNarwhal
GroovyNarwhal

MBA with experience of 24 years in Marketing domain in Internet Business

SqueakyBoba
SqueakyBoba
Student21mo

Curious to know how did you loss all that money earned over 24 years maybe some learning for us you g folks

SwirlyNarwhal
SwirlyNarwhal

No one is stopping you. God has given you the permission to do whatever you want with your life. But to be realistic, your+your family's life will significantly change only when your net worth is more than 30million USD.

GroovyNarwhal
GroovyNarwhal

Oh really how exactly it will be 30 million USD.. where did u get that No from ??

SwirlyNarwhal
SwirlyNarwhal

Do you even have the courage to kill yourself?

DerpyBoba
DerpyBoba

What is your age?

GroovyNarwhal
GroovyNarwhal

It’s 48 plus

SwirlyPotato
SwirlyPotato

@GaribCeo Do u have kids ?

MagicalQuokka
MagicalQuokka

Not sure how long you have been looking for jobs but still, it is not any reason for thinking about such a step. Yeah, suicide needs courage but it's courage in the wrong direction. If you aren't getting interview calls, consult experienced people in the field to look for solutions and change the ways of job hunting. Take help of family for finances. Yeah, you may think you don't want to be a burden on them but they won't think twice to help you in extreme situations. Losing hope and noping out is not the solution.

Any insurance money won't be of any help to your family when you are gone in such a way. Your family will be burdened by the guilt of not being able to save you. Do you want to condemn them to this suffering till the rest of their lives?

Try pitching this idea to your family. Then, see whether they prefer the money you will leave behind or you who will be alive and well with them. I am sure you know the answer already.

Talk to your father, mother and anyone else you trust. Go back to your family and stay with them if you are in another city. Just a little time with them will show you how much you like to be with them, how much they appreciate you being in their life. It will remove these negative thoughts from your mind for sure.

GroovyNarwhal
GroovyNarwhal

Your family only loves u till the day u r earning if u r a Man, U can only understand.!!

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