dopamine
dopamine

Am I bad at My Job Or Do I Just Work With Unstable Coworkers?

Want to get some perspective here because I think it’d be valuable to hear about other people’s experiences. This job at Google has completely destroyed my confidence and I feel so paranoid about shipping anything now. I have made some mistakes but I have always caught them in staging or working drafts.

Here is what my manager has said to me:

  • I lack attention to detail.
  • I do not have drive.
  • I do not have any ambition.

And the reason I have been told this is because: I messed up a flow that the Lead PM had come up with in the first place. Then the Lead PM flips back on me and says that it would be "an embarrassment" to ship this.

I find myself immersed in a constant cycle of spending hours each day reviewing work, gripped by the fear of facing criticism or even the prospect of being fired. Despite investing significant time and effort, it seems that the only feedback I receive is overwhelmingly negative. It has reached a point where I question myself and wonder if I should have not been here at all. This toxic work environment is undeniably draining, and I'm left grappling with insane anxiety. Has anyone else faced this?

9mo ago
salt
salt

I am really sorry that you had to go through all of this. You already have good brand name on your resume.

Don’t let this affect your morale and switch to a better FAANG/ recently funded Startup.

Wow this has made me reconsider the FAANG move I had been contemplating.

dopamine
dopamine

@salt I am trying to switch but my parents are pushing me not to.

DeepinderLoyal
DeepinderLoyal

How about an internal team switch within Google itself? I have a couple of friends in google who are quite happy with their team and peers, I am sure you will be able to find a good match too (+ your parents will be happy as well)

Gooner7
Gooner7

Google is toxic?!?! Cant believe it anymore.

dopamine
dopamine

@Gooner7 all companies are toxic

Potus
Potus

Thanks to an Indian at the helm, what do you expect??

Jackietrader
Jackietrader

Fuck dude. I am sorry to hear your experience. It is rare to happen at Google but even I have faced this, whenever you try to do something innovative there are so many committees that vet your work, it is exhausting as fuck.

dopamine
dopamine

@Jackietrader That is so true.

ninjafigma
ninjafigma

Some Google India team is damn toxic. Couple of my colleagues left Google in 6 and 9 months and bounced back here.

dopamine
dopamine

@ninjafigma exactly

Potus
Potus

Sunder Pichai and Satya Nadella destroyed Msft and GOOG

FlatLatte
FlatLatte
EY9mo

Even Google? I would rather stay EY now.

dopamine
dopamine

@FlatLatte stay where you are happy

Potus
Potus

Sunder Pichai ruined everything good with google
Fck that Mfkr

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