I have felt it a few times about in the first 2 years of my college and the again last year. I have always found myself going down the rabbit hole of thoughts, questions and possible answers to find the thing that always resonates with me :
I DON'T BELONG TO SOCIETY. THE SOCIETY BELONGS TO ME.
Don't read this with a tone of arrogance or ownership.
When I say Society belongs to me, I mean that I like to see the society as a huge knowledge and experience pool. I take from it what I like and give back what I want.
There are definitely societal norms , traditions and whatnot which you are expected to follow, but the thing is, you are EXPECTED. Its not mandatory to meet those expectations.
Being a guy, I am expected to be interested in watching some sports - I am not
Being a guy, I am expected to be interested in playing FIFA on PS - I am not
Fitting in just makes you a statistic. Being yourself and standing out makes you a person.