SquishyBiscuit
SquishyBiscuit

Is something wrong with me?

So I have been looking for projects in my company for around 2 months now. I gave 4-5 interviews and got rejected in L1 interviews in all for one or the other reason. Today, after so many days I got a chance to give client interview (happens after L1 interview...in case someone has no idea about it). It lasted 50 mins and I didn't perform well. After feeling down for about an hour, I'm not feeling well. I have observed myself that whenever I'm sad/down...I automatically gets better after few hours. I should be feeling sad for loosing the chance that I got after 2 months but I'm like ....it's alright πŸ™ƒ

Is this some sort of healing mechanism that my brain has created for me or I'm not sincere or serious about my life??

7mo ago
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