This post does not aim to target personal egos
Hello everybody ,
I'm a general category student with all India rank of 23k in jee mains out of 14lakh
And 16k in jee advanced .
The story of my life is I want to be a software engineer at this rank I'm not getting into my state nit whereas all my beloved friends at ranks of 50k are getting their (obc reserv.),
I worked hard but feels like all my harwork drained in front of reservation .
Also to mention my friends pity me haha
Also a friend of mine sc category person
Got into IIT Bombay Not any branch ppl,electrical branch 5 year at 25k rank in jee advanced sweet ain't it
Check out my rank in jee adv and all I can get highest is iit kgp mining
Out of all of this I secured admission in a iiit but it's fees is so much that what do I do ,
Sadly I'm from lower middle class family , the fees is literally 17 lakhs , also I'm a single parent child , living in a small town .
THIS IS WHAT I CALL PAIN OF RESERVATION
Literally everyday of counselling, ive wished that I should not have worked so hard because if I would not have such score then it would be easy to let go , and go to some 3rd class college with less fees
Sometimes it feels ive lost hope , but still just being 18yr old I won't change my Hardworking nature I managed to learn c and c++ and now am doing some basic dsa .
But I'm really pained by this system
PERIOD.