Feeling frustrated about life
Gist- Prepared for JEE in Allen Kota, always been a low confidence , never believed in myself . Failed to clear JEE advance. Got Decent rank in SRM, VIT & State Eng. Exam then I did engineering from state's private college. I was always passionate about computer sciecne, deeply invested my time in competitive programming/core subjects & started to believing in myself. Somehow due to some reason, I left all of this & landed in Service based company, did not got the work i wished for, still procrastinated there & It took me almost 3.5 years to leave the company then moved to product based startup but still not competent enoguh to land role in some of best startup/orgs.
During this phase I started to loose my hair & still loosing day by day(got so much insecurity). I tried multiple things to stop hair loss but failed. Doctors says it's androgenic alopecia. Due to long working hourse I got some other health problems too.
I feel life is always unfair.I don't know how to fill this void. I can't compromise becuase i always pushed myself beyond my limits, but in this case can'do enough.
Karm karo fal ki chinta na karo. Ant me safalta aur kahi nai aapke pas he aegi. Says krishna
Your hard work will pay off. Please don’t give up hope and keep trying.
Hair loss has been and is pretty common. Don’t let that impact your confidence; I know it’s not easy. You can also take help from a therapist; it’ll take time but you’ll start seeing results.
Sending positive vibes.