Her.
She was not my obsession per se but in a way she was.
She left me when I needed her the most. I suffered a cardiac arrest and I needed her beside me, she left me telling me that I faked my cardiac arrest.
This happened 3 years back when I was nothing.
After breakup people mostly men hit the gym to vent or drink themselves to oblivion. I studied. I studied so fuckin hard that people now know me as Mak The Great. They gave me a title named Renaissance Man.
There is nothing on this planet earth that I don't know of or have knowledge about. Physics, chemistry, maths, computers, science. I have PHD in every major subject a human brain can fathom of. And I am 22
I am happy now but.. there is still a small void in my chest that I am unable to fill... A void she left in my heart when she left.
Obsession for perfection
Her.
Loved her for 8 yrs. from school days. From 2014 to 2022. Tried my best to keep the relationship. Wanted to grow with her and I had big plans. I was mentally fucked back then.
But jo jaana chahta hai uska kutch nhi kar sakte. I cried a lot on July 6, 2022 when she left. Uske baad sab piche chhodh diya maine. I’m 25 now and don’t want another love bs in life. I’m done now.
So young and already given up on love! Do you plan to remain single all life from now?
Yeah. I realised after few months of introspection which includes (This story + Indian Laws + Few more personal things). I’m not meant for this relationship, love and marriage thing. I stopped thinking about this. And I’m perfectly fine with this, no issues. That emotion is now gone.
Now, my only purpose is to keep working hard and keep my parents happy cuz I’m their only son.
You know whats the best part? I never touched her. I never wanted to, until we get married. But all that burnt into ashes.
Deleted every fucking memory from everywhere. That chapter is closed now.
What was the expensive thing that caused you regret for buying after using it for the first time after purchasing??
P.s: It may also include things which felt good in demo (before buying) and regretted after buying by using for the fir...
My btech degree
Paytm stock
Scaler’s course 🤦🏾♂️ I didn’t buy it for 3 years, and then at one point where I’m not getting another job, fe...
Weddings
Apple i phone
Having to pay rent for work which can be done from home 🥲, astrologers
What was your obsession?
How did you get started?
How did it develop over time?
How long did it last?
Why did you stop?
Looking back, are you happy about that phase?
Do you miss it?