[VENT] Why I feel the need of Someone?

In pre final year Sab kuch bacha hai revise/naya padhne ko System design CS fundamentals DSA brush up CP level up Projects revise and machine coding round preperation Par still I feel need of a girl, a relationship Someone who I can share everything with Why I am getting this feeling? Itna gir gya hun mai Been years and haven't talked to a girl I feel lonely, I feel anxious, I want to shout I want to cry Gurudwara jakar jab sab chale gaye the Babaji k samne bahut roya tha Idk kis phase c gujar rha hun mai Ghar par mere baat bahut Kam hoti hai ... In life till now Was Never in a relationship Approached 2 and got rejected based on religion (I am Sikh) Mai bus shaanti c padhna chata hoon I look ugly and I am short(5 11) and brown skinned Aap log to working hai Mere dimaag ko pta hai ye sab cheezen bakwas hai , ladki relationship wagera Par man nhi Manta Kisko call karun Kiske sath baaten share karun Pls jo is same talkeef c gujar rahe hai help Karen 🙏🙏🙏🙏 Meditation Gym Sab try kar rha hoon ... But the void isn't filled