Kya dekhna pad raha hai! Motivational guru’s apas me lad rahe hai 😂

My story is long, Jo hua so hua. A month ago I used to do good exercise daily eating properly or aaj haal ye he ki jo bhi mile khaane khaa leta hu, poora din bed pe mareez ki trhe pade raho poora din tired rheta hu har roz or neend ki maa bhen ho rakhi he sirf dreams hi dreams chalte he. Kuch bhi krne ka man nhi 0 motivation. Salary theek he kaam bhi ho hi jaata he jese tese mere se koi baat krta he to zuban ladkalati he esa nhi he me chutiya hu jee main de kr ek nit ki cse branch se b.tech kri he non reserved category se. Bc samjh nhi aa rha isse kese bhar niklu 2 saal hone jaa rhe he try and fail lga hua he Mera ... Ab try krne ka bhi nhi krta. Kabhi nhi socha tha esa haal ho jayega. Motivation k naam pe mujhe mera bada bhai sb kuch lgta he, na me rota hu na hassta hu na logo se friendly trhe se baat kr pata hu, Mera humour bhi accha tha bina kisi ka dil dukhaye bhot logo ko hassaya he mene to ab sb se ese baat krunga to majak smjhenge ek do se try kiya tha bolne ka bc ignore kr diya, 24 ka hu ese haar maan k betha hu na jaane kyo.

Some random linkedin influenza - I pooped today. I have been thinking and I realized how to poop efficiently. I learnt 69 lessons while pooping today. I met 6969 people while pooping, it was a great pleasure. Did you know we poop 0.69 kgs everyday? Earlier we used to poop in khet, these poop now fertilizer. But now we poop in pooping-place. 0.69kgs wasted. Follow these 69 steps to poop efficiently and in the correct way. #growth #knowledege #influenza #changeyourlife #somemorehashtags Me, who already has inferiority complex and who feels have 0 achievements in life, after reading this, b*ncho mujhe h*gna bhi nahi aata tha ab tak, galat tarike se h*g raha hun pichhle 22 saal se.

I’m a very private person and I was a bit confused whether I should write here or not, but anyway. So, day before yesterday I was sitting on my chair after dinner and was thinking about my life and what the hell am I doing. I realised that, Saala bachpan se aaj tak race me hi bhaag raha hun. Pehle school me 1st, 2nd, 3rd aane ki race me. Then acche college milne ki race me. Then uske baad acchi job milne ki race me. Then uske baad agar ladki chahiye toh uske liye bhi ek race hai (Don’t have a gf, plz don’t take me wrong, it was a realisation) My current daily routine is like this: Wakeup everyday, write code, go gym, dinner, and then sleep and repeat this cycle everyday. School ke dost peeche chhoot gaye, college ke dost apni life me busy ho gaye, colleagues se main zyada baat nhi karta and main akela padh gaya. Feels like life is not intriguing anymore, it has no spark left. Its so painful to live everyday. I feel like I don’t want to live any more, I want to die but I can’t cuz of 2 reasons. 1. I’m the only son of my parents. 2. If I die like this, then I won’t be able to come out from the birth cycle. That’s it 🙏🏼

- His self-promoting videos - His courses on seemingly every topic - His videos on "mistakes of my 20s, 30s" - His advice on buying vs. renting cars and homes What do you think?

This song from TVF aspirants gives me goosebumps and motivation everytime and reminds me that how far I came navigating through complexities, losing some battles and winning some others :)

Hope you people had a fantastic weekend! Dive into any good books? Or perhaps you found a new favorite spot in the city? I'll go first: Got lucky on a dating app. Might go on a date in the coming days :)