Self love fuels romantic love ❤️

Romantic relations let you feel a level of intimacy which you can't from platonic relations. The intimacy that I am talking about is not the physical one; rather it is the bond that you share with your partner. They don't bat an eye on your imperfections, be it physical or mental. They look at you as if you are the most beautiful person they have ever laid their eyes on. You can see the love for you in their eyes, they sparkle with happiness because they are with you. They cherish every bit of you and thank the heavens that they found you. They kiss away your fears and scars with their words, and their actions amplify the effect. Through all this they slowly heal parts of you that used to break you. They help you see that you are a beautiful person despite the imperfections that you may have and their love helps you believe it. You start accepting those scars of yourself, even the pronounced ones. You begin to bloom, your light shining brighter than ever. And then the magic happens, you start falling in love with yourself.

I have a long ass layover at this really boring airport and its driving me crazy. I'll go first: I have never been to a police station C'mmon folks, we are anonyumous anyway !

Everyone uses a version of you That fits their interest Still acceptable 178 cm Brown skin Always left out Gym Personality development sab try Kia Khud k career development k liye roj ragda Khud k health k care Kari Par breaking aa gya hai I eat alone in the office POSH k dar se females se dur rehta hoon Drawing Flute, in sabhi k clubs join kiye I was well versed in them when I was a kid To find someone Par no girls in sight, even if they were I was not even an option. But still I cannot come close to the ones who were gifted I am invisible to girls Kuch khaas jine k tamana nhi hai mere Par Ek din k liye Ek Sundar dikhne wala insaan Banna chahta hoon Jise dosta gender romantically attractive Lage Kya koi hai idhar jinke halat mere jaise ho

Sometimes it just feels like being an ass when you prioritize yourself over others and in order to get rid of that guilt you deliberately recall those incidents when you were nice to others and how they shattered your heart and walked over the broken pieces as if it meant nothing.

I think the current phase in my life is the lowest I am already PIPed by swiggy and I have broken up with my gf. Feeling like my life has reached the end. Can't sleep at all specially after the break up. Now I regret for blocking her atleast I should have waited until getting into some company. But now I don't want to go to her due to some personal reasons. It feel sucks. I am not able to focus on interview preparation. I am not in depression but my mental health is shit right now and gets headache daily. Please help me shall I consult some doctor for this or is this okay. I don't have much friends that's why I am asking here I genuinely need help

what's your thought process about this ?