I want to tell someone all of my past and fall in love with them

That is an extremely weird post for a dude

Bro sorry to say but it's all good in a fictional Novel, not in real life. I have my fair share of experience with girls. They say one thing, but they do exactly the opposite of that. They will say they need exactly the man you described above, but reality is that they crush his heart and throw it in the dustbin. The moment you show that you are going weak for a woman, she will show you your place. I am not a misogynist, but this is what my experience says. Women will always fall harder for a man who is building himself, and whose first priority is his career. He is a provider. He is emotionally stable. He is ok to walk out of a relationship anytime. We all might like your description of the love above, but it's good for a Karan Johar movie not in real life. Please wake up and smell the coffee. This is how it works. It is the fairness of life that makes it seem unfair. NOTE: OP, the above is a sureshot way of a girl losing an interest in a relationship. Please avoid it at any cost. 🙏

Now let's treasure hunt the 'She'

I heard you. But don't let these emotions dominate you, don't let them control you. Because somewhere in future you might meet a suitable prospect, and your emotions might rush you, you might wanna do all these, instead of actually assessing the situation & her and it's a completely risky bet, nobody knows how she will take them.. and more importantly, might lead you to broken/trauma state.

If you wanna take out the pain, write. Write about your emotions & pain. But don't try to push someone your emotions, the situtatio you have written is a very sacred state, and very few people give that comfort (at least takes a year)

Take care bud.

Ah! This annonymous platform is good for venting out, writing your heart out whether it's related to your professional life or personal (kind of indian version of reddit!)

I was something like this, wanted something like this, a fairy tail love as you mentioned! But believe me saying from ton of experience that this doesn't matter to girls maybe untill they like the person.

Now, to make them like you, you have to understand what are the traits they admire, get attracted to!

Most of them want a perfect partner as (mis) represented by depicted in the bollywood movies i.e. handsome, tall, 6 pack abs/ripped, rich, flirt, macho, romantic, good in talking, bad boy but good for them, pampers them, etc etc. Though they rarely find such person and endup with a jerk or they understand such people doesn't exist for real and get engaged with a person having one of the traits which they desires most.

I tried to become this perfect person though & almost lost my identity though i was able to impress few girls.

But there would be few girls who would admire simple things like your honesty, your sense of humour, your skills, your knowledge, your dedication, your sense of clothing, speaking, etc.

Yes, your DNA & luck plays a major role as well! ;)

What all you have written may come latter as girls might not be interested in your past until they are in truly love with you and committed. Even then, your opening up about your past might or migh not help your relationshipas it may effect their perception and depends on if they admire those things the love will grow or fall apart.

I believe this platform have girls as well and i highly doubt if someone have reached out to you for knowing your past.

If yes, then good for you & all the best! Maybe she is a writer & looking for a story! 😛