Ive lost interest in everything in life. No hobbies, no friends, no office. Only work or babysitting. I keep on searching for things on amazon that would make me happy! I find nothing! I earn good but I don’t understand how to spend it( filled my kids toy room but now its too much toys for me to manage) Anxiety , panic attacks and stress! I really keep worrying what would happen if i get fired . Ironically I worry where to spend when I get salary. I feel I have zero wants except basic needs. Maybe I just want a peaceful life without stress. I am so confused.This was what I always wanted, fat cheque ,fancy title and a lovely kid.But I am unhappy! Drowning in responsibilities, in sesrch of happiness, in search of me!