I realised it today after almost 2 Yrs of working with my current firm.
What was I doing??
—— Chasing numbers, building reports, finding new projects to work, Improving my personal brand within the company, perfecting and perfecting everything I work on, taking someone else’s ownership because they aren’t doing it and lot more.
Multiple people classify this under WorkaHOLYsm..
What does all these things give me??
——- Decent Hikes and Salary 💵 (Not much of a Financial Stress)
What did I lose?? 🥺
——- I lost my ducking feel of “living the moment” dude
I am literally realising this since a couple of weeks, I used to be fun, friendly and lively in the moment couple of years ago.
In past, People used to be jealous of how I live without any tension finding fun in everything I do —- Indeed I do have tensions then and now…!!
When I meet my friends recently, They say I was zoned-out, non-sync and no more fun and serious all time.
I have started feeling that I am not able to enjoy the “moment I live in” anymore and this is concerning to me.
Is this a Burnout Moment??
When my friends asked me what do I do apart from Work, I literally had to think twice/thrice and then answered that I watch Movies.
I currently do nothing else apart from work and watching movies.
Do you feel this is bad or am I exaggerating a normal thing..!!
Anyone with the same feeling and stuck in this freaking loop?? How did you come out of it.!!