FuzzyBagel
FuzzyBagel
Student

Should I continue?

Should I continue living? I have lived enough Started working at 21, graduated from a tier 2 uni, currently 28. I am happy with my compensation.

To be really honest, I tried to be friendly, more extrovert, but a void is always there. I can feel it, many a times I feel it calls me.

I lost my family, there is no one left.

I tried everything to engage myself, gym, studies, work, hobbies, travelling ,but I guess that didn't worked.

Did seva at gurudwara, chanted the guru's name especially when I felt down. Did felt a bit calm there. Through it I was able to fund some students higher education and provide them guidance, they are doing good now.

Dating life was terrible(I am ugly face wise), no match on dating apps{ 5ft 11 and brown}, every proposal was turned down 😅

I was rejected even in arrange marriage.

I live in a 1RK, but I guess I feel now, it's okay to end this. I lived long. I really am at content with all the trajectory I had till now. I got to meet amazing people.

If you read till here, Thanks Have a good sleep. Well wishes.

7d ago
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