Remember when you were a kid and had a school trip the next day?
You sleep all excited, over preparing your bag, snacks, your pocket money and sleep fantasizing the day forward.
You wake up on the morning. You are excited as hell. Although it's no different than any other day but everything feels colorful. You can't wait to hop into your school bus and meet your friends who are just as excited as you.
I think what makes life is worth living are these experiences. When you sleep, you have something to look forward to. Someone to do, something to achieve, something you truly enjoy or be passionate about.
If you are just going through days fixated on the coming weekend or planned holiday. That is when things get a little messy.
I'm in that zone right now. I try to seek the satisfaction and happiness inside of me. So I don't depend on materialistic or emotional to feel lively. It must come from within and its damn hard to cultivate.
When I'll have that I'll be off from this corporate for good. .