Context:
I'm a 24 year old, working in a small IT company ( mature start-up ) in Bangalore as Project coordinator/manager. I deal with international clients because of my language skills and make sure their requirements are met.
This is my first job, and I have no IT background. I'm a language person ( the speaking kind ) and I still wonder how I ended up in coordination/Project Management- ish role. All the knowledge I've gathered about the tech side has been through spending nights watching YT, searching online, and asking chatGPT/developers to explain me.
Here's the problem:
I am trying to learn how to 'show' my work. It's convention in corporate that even if you're not working, you must 'show' that you're working, adding value, getting things done.
I've faced a lot of brunt saying that I'm not adding much value to any of the projects I work on, whereas I am confident I do my best and ensure things are done on time.
I'm not blind, and only human, so I compare myself to my peers and see they're more 'seen' and recognised for the work they do.
I simply haven't quite learnt it yet. So here I am, asking from other fellow corporate workers.
Lastly, do you ever wonder why must I keep showing my work? If my senior ( in this case CEO ) doesn't notice/observe all the work I'm doing, there needs to be a change from their end too right? And I understand if it was an MNC with a huge strength. But our company's employee count is in double digits, and the coordinator count in single.
Would appreciate any help/tips y'all might have :)