SqueakyWalrus
SqueakyWalrus

I'm lost and I don't know what to do anymore

My journey over the past few years has been nothing short of a nightmare. I've been battling what I suspect is eczema, with no history of it in my family. The real villain? The environment I once lived in, unknowingly sleeping beside walls infested with black mold.

Despite countless consultations—across Allopathy, Ayurveda, and Homeopathy—following every prescription to the letter, and spending a fortune (close to 3L now), not a single doctor has given me a clear diagnosis. They seem more interested in treating me as their cashcow than genuinely helping me. The small infection that began on my scalp has now spread to my entire body.

The mental agony is tormenting. The never ending random itching, flare-ups, and oozing have consumed my life. I lost my job due to my inability to focus which resulted in my poor performance, and eventually, I was terminated. The heartbreak didn't stop there. The fear of spreading this condition to my beloved girlfriend, whom I'd been with since 2016, led me to distance myself from her. I ended up breaking up with her as she constantly tried to stay close to me. Breaking up with her was like tearing my heart out, but I had to do it for her own good.

My life transformed from carefree to hypersensitive. Every aspect—food, sleep, hygiene—became a meticulous routine. I isolated myself from everyone, including my own family. Living a solitary existence within my own home, avoiding contact, and obsessively cleaning as I feared infestation became my new normal.

After a grueling year and a half, I finally found another job, but my suffering continues. Now in my late 20s (or early 30s, as I see it), the pressure to marry has begun. Yet, with this relentless condition tormenting me daily, marriage feels like a risk I don't want to take at the moment.

I want to fix myself first before everything else, but I just can't find a way because big pharma and its subordinates wants me to be on medications for the rest of my life.

I'm desperate for help. I don't know what to do anymore. 😭🙏

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ZippyMochi
ZippyMochi

Try fixing your diet, can help a lot. Are you vegetarian or vegan by any chance?

SqueakyWalrus
SqueakyWalrus
IBM25d

I can be a vegetarian if that helps me improve my condition.

GroovyMuffin
GroovyMuffin

Buddy, a fellow psoriasis patient here.
Fix your diet, and learn how to manage stress. Fix your gut health.
When I say learn how to manage stress, look for ways to soothe your body. Use bathing salts, calming music like jazz maybe? Instrumentals. Take breaks.
Fun fact, eczema can be cured but psoriasis cannot. So there you go, you got this.

Drop me a message if you want to chat or something. You’re going to be fine. Cheers!

ZoomyHamster
ZoomyHamster

A lot of people out here are on medication for life. Why? because it is better than living in an agonizing state. You will have to try different medications, but it seems like the most suitable approach currently. Continue your search for the cure, this will take a lot of mental strength, I understand. But this is what life is.
p.s., imo, marriage should be at the bottom of your priority list, fix yourself, find peace

ZestyBurrito
ZestyBurrito

I don't know where you live, but if you can find a government ayurvedic hospital, please give it a try. Government hospitals don't make you bleed money, and ayurveda is going to help you treat your symptoms from the root.

FloatingJellybean
FloatingJellybean

Homeopathy + some ayurvedic as stuff.

SqueakyWalrus
SqueakyWalrus
IBM12d

Wdym

GoofyWalrus
GoofyWalrus

Take care 🫂

WigglyPenguin
WigglyPenguin

Whether you believe it or not, Pastor Ankit Sajwan in Delhi is a man of God with the gift of healing. You can look him up on Google, Instagram, YouTube, or any social media platform. But don’t just rely on the videos you see—I'm speaking from personal experience.

I know what you might be going through, and I sincerely wish the best for you. Please know that Jesus Christ is the only one who can truly heal you. I am a living testimony of His power. I encourage you to watch Pastor Ankit Sajwan’s YouTube videos, listen to the testimonials, and even attend a healing service in the evening.

Trust me, it’s not just about physical ailments—your mental and emotional well-being will also be restored, and you will find peace in Jesus Christ. I say this with a heart full of gratitude because God turned the impossible in my life into reality.

I was once a drug addict, a chain smoker for 15 years, and involved in countless unhealthy relationships. But today, I can say with confidence that I am delivered, healed, and set free—all because of Jesus Christ’s power. There is power in His name alone.

If you are seeking help, please reach out to Pastor Ankit Sajwan. He will not turn you away. And if you need any further information, feel free to message me.

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