Got diagnosed with ED today because of work pressure and anxiety...
I remember when I got the offer letter from FAANG. It felt insane. Years of late nights, hard LC sessions, and hunting for referrals on LinkedIn. I was going to work for my dream company. Was the first time I moved to Bangalore as well.
Koramangala became my second home. Used to party like crazy and go out on dates.The first few months were just pure bliss. The work was challenging, the team was brilliant, and the perks were insane. It was fun going into projects, determined to prove myself.
Weekends stopped mattering to me; my life revolves around deadlines, deployments, and meetings that stretched into the night. I saw most people chill oput but I wanted to be better than anyone else. and grind harder.
Now after months of this grind, I am burnt out af. I cant sleep at night properly anymore and honestly? i'm having a hard time in terms of my sexual illness with my ED. Went to a doctor in Indiranagar and she confirmed that it is pretty common in Bangalore. I don't know what to do but I am going to take out time to just care for my health now.