Software Developer

Analyst

Everything is chaotic. Nobody is in control. The world is rudderless.

Everything is chaotic.
Nobody is in control.
The world is rudderless.

Brainless thoughts

Brainless thoughts- Grapevine

I only call my haters broke. 🤬
Everyone else is just a victim of capitalism. 🫡🤌

Did i write something? 
Sorry, i was just inking out loud.

In this world of irrational chaos, it's better to divide my disbelief between artificial intelligence and human intelligence.

In conclusion, I've neither relaxed nor been productive during this weekend. And i feel guilty about both. 

Meh. Fuk it. Consequences of my own actions.

You can't have a better side, without having a worse one.

The neurotic rabbit hole of worries is bottomless. 😩

Please bear with me while I'm dramatic. 
I'll be normal again in a few hours, i promise.

Finance and personal : 
DINK, but planning. No major savings or investments. Will be only a few lacs (10-15 lacs) before the baby is here. Wife will be off the job for a couple of years. 
Will be living pay-check to pay-check on my income, with a family to support. 


Struggling with health. Gained 20 kgs in 3 years. 
Putting efforts to undo this, but struggling. 

Professional: 
8 yoe+ in Product management. 
Current employer not aligned with long term personal goals ( post 5 years type goals - tier 2 settle in, remote etc ) 
No increment since quite a while…company is growing but slowly. 

Mentally: 
Nothing is making sense. In the larger scheme of things, nothing really matters.
Inertia is there to change job. No motivation to work at all. What will I even do after a job change ?
There is no excitement of the same. 
No excitement of starting up myself either. 
Something doesnt feel right. 

I used to be the powerhouse of energy and motivation, a while back. 
Now I’m just the opposite. Is it fatigue speaking ?

Feeling unmotivated at 32 already, in various aspects of live. Framework to solve it ?

Product Manager

Ironically, the true art of listening is to hear clearly what was not said.

Ever since 2020, it feels like years have passed within weeks. I can't possibly explain this in words, but for some reason, time has been passing a bit too fast. Before I realized it, my graduation was completed, someone who would seem a grown-up to the person I was before the lockdown. Festivals don't seem to make me happy now, and neither does having friends and going out with anyone...everything seems normal and everything goes by before I can process anything on my mind. Is it just me? I can't feel any emotions like I used to, is it something that all grown-ups go through/suffer with?

Is Time Really Passing Too Fast Now?

Because we’re doing too many things. Weekdays are slammed with work, weekends are slammed with relatives, weddings, friends, chores, functions, outings!  
  
 Even till late in the night the screens are lit up and many us forget time. But the time you look up from the screen is an hour past in 15 mins.  
  
 We should sit. Do nothing. And just notice how slow the world is. Even for an hour or couple of hours.  
  
 Morpheus : It is the world that has been pulled over your eyes to blind you from the truth.

Product Designer

How do you think restructuring/re-orgs be managed? Should folks right till the lowest level be involved in some capacity in the decision making. Most conversations I've had with folks across multiple companies where re-orgs are taking place have been in agreement that most of it feels arbitrary and folks are treated no better than some random commodity which is being allocated to some other section.
Can't do anything positive to the company can it🤔

When will senior leadership stop being agents of chaos

Welcome to Office Gossip's Private Community

I don't know if this post would make sense, but does anyone ever wish they were less? Less competent, less "bright", less "smart"? I'm not being braggy but I am pretty smart (not book smart but smart smart) and while objectively I am doing pretty good, I just constantly feel like I'm not living up to my fullest potential!

Should I be on the lookout for a better job (the present one is fine) or preparing to study more or, I don't know, to scale and scale? It feels like everyone has such high expectations of me and I hate making mistakes, even if it is a typo in a document

The anxiety that I'll never live up to my potential becomes so crippling, it becomes counter productive and like Dr. Strange, I forseen like a 100 different possible outcomes of every decision because I can't seem to turn my brain off! Ignorance is bliss and I so wish I could be ignorant

Does anyone ever wish they were... Less?

Lawyer

We have gone from Not being able to express ourselves ➡️ not being bothered to express ourselves.🤔🤔

Random thought

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Growth Manager

At the risk of sounding weak, this has become more and more rampant with me.

It feels as if I am living someone's elses life.

Somedays I just feel like living a life thats pointless. These are the days when I feel very prone to these emotional impulses of sudden "lonlinesss" (despite having few of the most amazing people in my life) or "emptiness" or "anti-gratitude/self-destruction". So much mental lethargy behing these useless chain of thoughts.

Am I the only one? Have I lost it? Am I sensitive? Is it a bad thing? Am I overworked? Am I too critical about my thoughts? 

Man this is so confounding.

How to control sudden outbursts of emotional anxiety ?

Data engineer

What are the world’s most pressing problems?

Welcome to Business Roles's Private Community

Got placed for a package of 14 base after my undergrad, happy for my self. But when I look and see package for my friend who are working as an associate consultant with a package of 30lpa, I feel like I deserve more. Also I feel growth, package and perks are good in consulting.

As many of you are currently working professionals, most of you can relate to the feeling, can you give me advice regarding this.

Quick advice

Fu** , marry, kill -
But
It's just me, you gotta do all three.

There's lot of hate that goes around on social media

Shaming actors, influencers, and people in the limelight generally 

While you may believe it, there's a hint of 'I can't be like them, I don't have that much money to waste on stuff'

Example- Remember the hate Sunil Sheity's daughter got on her first movie or marriage to KL Rahul. She faded from the limelight but would still have a networth far greater than most of us.

Bleh, just thinking out loud on random Tuesday 
No lessons

My Two cents (no one asked for)

Consultant

Welcome to Software Engineers's Private Community

I have been in this industry for 4 years now and there is not a single day that i hated this place any less. Today 9th August 2023 i am all alone in my room thinking to myself about what’s the point of this? 

I have no life i am all alone and tbh i have no real friends. A few of them that i do have are so far away from me busy in their life. No love life no social life. At 27 i feel wasted, done, finished let me clarify not in a suicidal way. I just feel exhausted my body is breaking down by the day i feel. I am just broken at this point and feel like quitting this profession altogether. I just don’t feel happy. The more i work the more irritated and frustrated i get.
To top all that i have no one to share my emotions with here. Call it whatever you may wanna call a cry for help, a rant or nonsense. I am at that point where every morning feels like punishment. Every night that i go to bed i try to stay positive but i am not able to. I just hate everything. 
I am not a lazy man i work for 10-12 hours everyday and i think now that has finally got to me as i feel finished.
I don’t know if anyone will read it or not i just wanted to reach out to people or anyone who feels like me. Broken tired and just done with everything.

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