At 40, it's time to use your network (which has probably not been tested so far). Understand your worth basis that - understand what's holding you back and see if you really want to work on that (you may choose not to - nothing wrong with that)
But important for you to take some time and introspect about what you truly want to do
2 yrs is great to sustain, but you need to get on the bandwagon soon for your next chapter. Suggest you take a month for this introspection and not much longer - finding a job will take about 6 months
If money is becoming stressful - try freelancing a little (if your role allows) to buy some more time until you figure it out
Don't stress - it will be fine - you will adjust :)